After staying awake on a Friday night, watching re-runs of Will and Grace drinking a glass of water-I came to a few conclusions.
The episode I was watching was when Will tried to Impress Vin’s family by cooking the thanksgiving dinner and attempting to dodge Vin’s sister’s coming out and the fact that Karen and Grace had made out with Vin’s sixteen year old cousin. At the end of the episode, Will blows up and leaves as Anette, Vin’s mom stops everything and asks Will:
“Do you love my son?” and he responds yes. And Vin says he loves Will, too. And that’s when everything came back-or rather, came too me.
I thought I had let you go-and I know that my heart has definitely changed. I have eyes for other people now, you’re no longer my mind’s main focus. But, I still long to be with you in the end. After I break my heart a few more times, try to find a few more people to fix it. I want you to hold my hand, and kiss my cheek, and keep me. I want to keep you. It’s all so crazy, letting go. Because, if it was true, you never did let go. Reality is I still am in love with you.